Hi Ann
Don't know if you remember from the MFW boards, but we hated MUS. Might be because I thought you just stuck in the DVD and left the kid watching it

I also don't get Math. So I was looking for a program where everything was scripted for me. Hence the MUS. But it just didn't work for us. I may give it a try in the future, but for now, we switched to Singapore.
There's something I wanted to remind you about... Ask yourself WHY you're so bad at Math, and I'm pretty sure somewhere in your answer you'll have something like "I got lost somewhere along the line at school and never got it from then on." It is for this reason that I firmly believe in mastery. When I explained the other methods to my hubby, he said "But how can you build on something that you don't understand!?". And that's how I got lost at school. They kept trying to build on something that I didn't get.
Well, the good thing for us home schooling mamas is that we get to learn everything again

I am going through the Math with dd and relearning with her. That way I know that I'm at the very least

at the same level as her, and we can learn the next thing together. If there's a concept we don't get, we can always ask at the Singapore boards (don't know where they are, but they have to be somewhere, right?) or any other support forum.
All that to say, don't be afraid of future years in something that's working now. If you try Singapore now, and it works, just take it one day at a time and enjoy it! When (and if) you hit the bump in the road, you can either get help with the concept, or reassess your curriculum.
Make sense?
So glad you're here - I've always loved your posts too
Take care,
~Caryn~