I just want to encourage you to go ahead and get back into it. I feel like sometimes the enemy attacks us and makes us think we can't because it is a sure path away from his desires for our children. I know that sounds extreem but I honestly believe it is true. You said your struggle has been somewhat spiritual. And I what to encourage you that you are stronger than it through Christ and you can overcome.
Can I just tell you how proud it makes me to hear of a single mom of two kids really making the effort to provide homeschooling to her children.

I know that has to be tough but I just want to tell you that you can do it and it is so worth it!

I want to encourage you what an inspiration you can be to other single moms who want to homeschool but in their hearts do not know if they can. You can make an amazing difference not only in your kids lives but also for others. I know for sure you will never regret hanging in there and doing it. I know also that being a single mom is the hardest job in the world but God will never call you to a position in life that He does not also equip you for. He is always faithful in that way.
Maybe you could just try to do a very bare bones simplified as much as possible version of HOD. Don't try to add anything and just do what is there. If you miss something here and there do not beat yourself up. Just take the time to enjoy your children with it.

And definitely stay plugged in here.

If you need someone to encourage you I would be more than happy to do that and try to walk this with you. You can PM me. I know everyone here would be happy to lift you up in prayer. I just really want to encourage you not to give up. I did it once and I regret it tremendously so please do not make my mistake. HOD is so wonderful and easy to use. Honestly you really do not even need to prepare. Just enjoy it. This time you have is precious with your children. It will go by fast. Homeschooling is something that is so worth it. The footprints of homeschooling will last a lifetime.
